Dear Mom,,,

Dear Mom

For some reason, today, I’m worn out and tired.
Remaining alone in my room, hugging a pillow.
Touching my phone, my heart is,
for some reason, lonely today.
Startled by the sudden ringing of my phone,
I hear my mother’s worried voice, asking me if i’ve eaten.
Those normally annoying words are different today.
Those forgotten promises are being remembered.

I’ll become a person with a beautiful heart.
I’ll become a person who thinks of others first.
I’ll protect the expectations of mother’s love.
The mother who used to share my dreams,
and brush my hair, I think of her.

Though i’ve made hurtful, wrong choices, you silently watched over me from behind.
Though I’m a child who doesn’t understand much, I think I now know the meaning behind mother’s silent prayers.

I’ll become a person with a beautiful heart.
I’ll become a person who thinks of others first.
I’ll protect the expectations of mother’s love.
The mother who used to share my dreams,
and brush my hair, I think of her.

What do I do? My heart is still small.
If I let go of my mother’s hand, will I be okay on my own?
I fear that I still lack so much.

I’ll become a wise daughter of my mother.
Give me the strength.
I’ll become a praiseworthy daughter no matter where I go.
You’ve been there for me.
I’ll protect the expectations of my mother’s wishes.
Like the unconditional love you’ve shown me,
I’ll have a warm heart.
I was shy and couldnt often express,
That mother, I really do love you.